Determination-----I was thinking about this determination thing from yesterday..... I was thinking and kind of self evaluating the determination smarty thing....I started to think about this only because yesterday while i was walking down the stairs along with my friends for taking a quick puff out from office, one of my friend asked me "So now you have started studying for GMAT".... Oh i felt really proud, at least he knows dat i'm a bit serious now....but the next moment he told me "So what about your gym"....Actually i had been working out for the last three weeks regularly and as of now i havent gone to gym for the last one week or so...It striked me....But he was not in a mood to harass me or demotivate me...He just made a plain example in front of me...."See i realised i'm not a DETERMINED one while i was studying in 12th, parents wanted me to attend for IIT entrance coaching but i realised i'm not meant for that and started doing what i liked about"....

Oh boy that was more than enough for me....I became a bit careful for atleast an hour or so....I started thinking, how many things i had started but not completed....What was the reason behind all those...Was that due to lack of interest in doing it, was that due to something coming in between more important than that, Was it cos of lack of time.....I was struggling to find a clear answer....But see i'm now convinced the only answer for this is "I'm a damn not determined guy"......So thats the end of the story.....But should that be an end.....I've only lived a life of 23 years....There is plenty of time lying in front of me....Am i doing justice to the one who had send me out here for performing something that was decided about....Oh boy i've started thinking at least....Having getting advice from everywhere, with an attitude of who cares, kicked out all those....Now thinking is this a right way to live....So tell me what should i do....I know...."Determination" is the only answer....but how could i develop that thing...."Trying to find an answer for this question"....Dont know if i'll be able to find the answer to this question in the near future.....